For some reasons I do not yet understand, I have always been drawn to rainy days. It is indeed a pain bringing a child to school when the rain pours down as I carry a 2 year old and an umbrella on the other hand. But it delights me. The feel…the sound…the cloudy and gloomy skies. I love everything about it. When it is pouring down, I feel cozier.My mind relaxed. As I sip my beloved coffee on a rainy day.
As I became an adult I was convinced that life is not easy….This includes losing weight! It was not much of a concern to me before but now after having kids, losing weight does not just mean DIET or eating less. Of course, healthy eating is a very important factor but there are other things like working out or the body’s natural built. It is alarming since I do not really notice the weight until I realized that I do not fit in some of my jeans anymore! I had to set them aside this morning to give more space in my closet.
I am alarmed since I have to wear tops/blouses that are a little more lose. This way it helps me hide those love handles : ( Oh I am jealous of the people who are naturally blessed with the perfect body!
This has to do with self concept, self esteem again. I am still happy with myself. I love myself, but I have to watch out and be disciplined before it is too late. Do not want to come to that moment when I am starting to unlike myself. What to do now? Remind myself again to eat healthy and go back to my daily run on the treadmill!
Woman. Wife. Mother. Getting Older. Getting Bigger.